New Month, New Plans

 

                                          links: @iamsamiira,  New York,  Angela Roi, 

June! Summer... Here in the good ole state of Florida summer means sweat. I'm not looking forward to the heat wave that we're going to be having but I'm excited because I have PLANS!  First, on the summer to-do list is to sign my baby up for swimming classes. Then I will be going to New York on a girl's trip with my two best friends! I also talked about being in a rut and being unaspirated with my hair in my last post so a haircut it is. I've also been rewatching 90's tv shows and I'm not only loving the costume designs I'm also getting style inspiration. I've also been eyeing this Angela Roi bag, it's sleek and beautiful it's on my wish list. I'm also very excited to hang out with my sister, these are a few of my plans. I'm excited to get back into writing. 

Hair Cut?

                                              

                                                          links: Sophia Roe , themonacut 

                                         

After having my beautiful daughter nearly two years ago my hair has not been the same. I know what your thinking hair? are you going to cry about it? why yes I'm. I've experience a few set backs, postpartum hair loss and a texture changed. Before my baby my hair was thick! and I had tight type 4 curls but now I lack inspiration and motivation to even care for my hair. No one warns you about the stress it takes to be a mom and how after a baby you have to fall back in love with yourself and with your new life. My hair has taken a back seat to a lot of new changes. I'm utterly uninspired! I've cut my hair at least six times since 2019 and It hasn't helped this feeling of longing, this feeling of what was, the old me. I feel weighed down, over time my hair became part of my identity, who was I without my thick long hair? After months of fighting the urge, I've decided to cut my hair. I want to be free, I've spent years suppressing my feelings because people loved my hair. I'm not going to hold myself back when it comes to my hair because it is just hair it will grow back as long as I'm being safe, I'm going to have some fun. 

Where have you been?

Hello!!! is anyone out there? lately I've become somewhat curious about blogging again. I drifted into a journey of quite. Social media is hard, but lately I've been longing for nostalgia. back in the early 2010's blogging was as it's height and I dove head first into this world. It was the it thing to do. And I wanted to be an it girl I remember being fresh out of high school trying to keep up with the jones of the blogging world. But let's be honest I couldn't keep up. I was young I didn't have a clue on who I was and who I would become. Now that I'm in my 30's I'm still trying to figure out, this thing called life. I thought blogging was over for me. But over the past couple of months, I've had this nagging feeling, I've been longing for a place to talk about the things happing in my life. Since leaving this space I've experienced major changes in my life, I become a mom, went back to school, and finally became a U.S. Citizen in 2022. What is there to say other than I miss the freedom that came from writing. I'm going to create what feels good to me at the time and if anyone out there enjoys it so be it, I'm not going to make any promises about creating and posting every week or month, life is too short for stress. But I will write and connect as much as I can. Anyways talk to you soon.